Training for this race has NOT been like training for my other races.
For my very first half marathon I followed my training plan to a T, and come race day I felt beyond prepared. I think I could have ran a full marathon that day. No joke. Vic wanted to kill me all 13.1 miles because of how much energy I had. Also, it’s possible the other runners wanted to kill me because I sang out loud to Vic. I’ll just go with they probably ran faster to try and get away from me! 😛
My second race’s training was good, but not quite as good because of the summer heat. I cut a couple of runs short, but followed my plan for the most part.
For my third race, work got in the way a handful of times, but again I followed my plan. I think I felt a little undertrained simply because I felt so much pressure to run faster (mostly self imposed). I ended up PRing my half marathon time by 9 minutes, so I guess I wasn’t that under trained.
Now, for my fourth race, I will say that I am definitely under trained. I’m not just saying it this time. That’s not to say I won’t finish (I hope I will!), but I have cut many runs short, or completely. Then today, my very last run before race day, I bailed! What’s wrong with me?!?! I wanted to wake up early because I had plans after work, but when my alarm went off I was like naaaah! My reasoning was that these last 5 miles wouldn’t really make a difference. In reality, that’s probably true, but what kind of attitude is that?!
These past few weeks I have felt really worn out by running. It seemed like a chore almost, and honestly I thought about breaking up with running for a little while after this race. In my head I had even wrote some of the post about this impending running hiatus. However, today I got bit by the race bug again. At work today I received an email about another race that had me thiiiiis close to clicking the register button. I want to see how Sunday goes, but if I cross with runner’s high as I have for the past three races, then I fully intend on signing up for another race. More details to come after Sunday.
After I got to work this morning I felt awfully guilty about skipping my run. I thought about running during lunch but the weather was terrible and I was pretty busy today. So today’s run didn’t happen, which isn’t great, but it’s also not the end of the world. All I can do now is rest my legs for Sunday and give it everything I’ve got.
–Melissa